sense...

its barely few hours and I'm already feeling a sense of loss..
something is just missing.. and I'm missing that something..
the familiarity that I never would thought I would miss, now I simply do..

its like I'm not gonna see that something for a short while now..
and it beats me that I'm not going to..
though its for a short period..

so what does this mean???
is it a yes or a no...?
or its simply human nature to always want something that we do not have

but then I almost have it now..
i think i do, at least that's how that something makes me feel
all this just makes me even sure that this is different, this is real

i really really hope so now..
and I'm so glad I'm finally feeling..
i hope its real

I'll be prepared though if it isn't
just in case, so I wont be disappointed
but I know its a risk I'm willing to take

as a friend of mine said,
'life is all about taking risk..
if u don't then you're not living at all...'



*the 1 week countdown begins...

Save Me

Save Me by Aimee Mann

You look like... a perfect fit,
For a girl in need... of eternal care.
But can you save me?
Come on and save me...
If you could save me,
From the ranks of the freaks,
Who suspect they could never love anyone.

'Cause I can tell... you know what it's like.
A long farewell... of the hunger strike.
But can you save me?
Come on and save me...
If you could save me,
From the ranks of the freaks,
Who suspect they could never love anyone.

You struck me dumb, Like radium
Like Peter Pan, or Superman,
You have come... to save me.
Come on and save me...
If you could save me,
From the ranks of the freaks,
Who suspect they could never love anyone,
Except the freaks,
Who suspect they could never love anyone,
But the freaks,
Who suspect they could never love anyone.

Come on and save me...
Why don't you save me?
If you could save me,
From the ranks of the freaks,
Who suspect they could never love anyone,
Except the freaks,
Who suspect they could never love anyone,
Except the freaks,
Who could never love anyone.

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hmmm... i'm probably one of the freaks..

"let the song speaks for itself"...

of holiday and home...

i'm reaching the end of my 1 week holiday.... pondering on my whole 1 week which just flew in a blink..

well i went home last sunday and only returned on wednesday.. and i didn't even bother leaving the house at all till it was time 2 board the bus...lol..i had a "fabulastic" time at home.. gosh how much I've been deprived of home cooked meals, missed my mum's cooking a lot!! oh yeah and my wonderful, irritating, sickening, crazy, funny siblings.. spend loads of time with them just doing useless activity.. not to mention how they kept picking on my "cartwheels" haha.. i deserved that.. for a 50% of a cartwheel..

the past almost 2yrs I've been in KL this is one of those times i really missed home... and everything that comes with it... I used to think that I'd only miss home when I first came and not still feel the same 2 yrs later.. i was so wrong..

the whole comfy feeling of home,the smell, the atmosphere, the colourful walls (yup), ohhh not to mention the most important thing ~THE NOISEE~ haha.. its not too noisy nor is it too quiet.. its simply HOME...

then again, we all have our 'home' which is also 'haven' to some and 'hell' to others.. classes is starting in a day's time and I've got to hand in an assignment by the end of the week.. not to mention tests coming up.. gota work my @$$ on it.. well i better...







PS:to friends out there... I've been deprived of home cooked meal.. :-( *hint hint* hehe :-P

You Are Very Happy

Your life is totally together, and you enjoy every day. And you don't need a quiz to tell you that! You know how to find pleasure in the little things... And even when life isn't so great, you have a good sense of perspective.

How Happy Are You, Really?

You Are 37% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well. But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

You Are 40% Perfectionist

Occasionally you have perfectionist tendencies, but overall you're pretty normal. You're sometimes hard on yourself, but you usually focus on what you're doing right!

Are You a Perfectionist?

You Are 34% Feminine, 66% Masculine

You are in touch with your masculine side. You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved. Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart!

Are You Masculine or Feminine?

Your Lucky Underwear is Green

You're a total go getter who will scrape and crawl to get to the top. And your lucky green underwear will help you get there without a struggle. A fast learner, you enjoy a good mental challenge - whether it's getting your law degree or running a successful business. Sometimes you push too hard to succeed, alienating friends and wearing yourself out in the process. If you want to reach your goals while still maintaining a full life, put on your green underpants. They'll help you slow down and enjoy life.

What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

interesting quizzies!

You Are 27 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Good Friday & Easter..

yeahh i know im 1 week behind time but what the heck! lolzz

a chain of events last week made me realised that quite a number of people out there who are CLUELESS to what is actually Good Friday and Easter all about.. here I am giving a short intro to the significance of this two days which has nothing to do with easter bunnies,eggs or withcraft.


~GOOD FRIDAY~
This is the day of the crucifixion of Jesus Christ.
This represents the day in which Christians believe that Jesus Christ gave up His life to save us, mankind.


~EASTER~
This is the day in which Jesus Christ was resurrected.
This represents the day that Jesus died and rose again, He lives.



The "Easter Bunny" is a traditional holiday character in the form of a rabbit which is said to leave gifts, usually Easter baskets for children at Easter (or at springtime).

It originates in Western European cultures, where it is a hare rather than a rabbit, and in the eastern half of the continent it also has a long tradition in Hungary.

The Easter Bunny is an example of folktore mythology. Other prominent characters are Santa Claus and the Tooth Fairy.

Some families participate in the roles of this myth without believing in it literally as a form of play or tradition.