emotions

I made a list today of reasons why I must get over him.. This list is to serve as a reminder not to give in to my feelings anymore but to be more rational and to think before doing anything next time..

But.. I still care for him very much.. N I'm concerned for him but there is nothing I can do..

I wish the feelings would go away easily but its really difficult especially when you see that person..  Maybe I'm just a lil' emotional now at this time of the month.. One thing's for sure, God has a plan for me and there must be a reason for all of these. I'm just gonna focus on my journey with God and I just have to trust Him that He knows what's best for me.. He always does.