feelings~ improvised..

feelings...

its complicated..u can never predict how u feel n what u wanna feel n when, where u wanna feel.. it just comes n goes as it wishes.. joy? pleasure? pain? hurt? these r de feelings we feel.. LOVE? the most complicated feeling of all.. cuz it includes joy,pleasure,pain n hurt.. n well it can happen simultaneously..

a fren of mine asked me whats de opposite of LOVE... HATE? nope its INDIFFERENCE.. cuz even if u hate the person doesnt mean tat u dun even like the person..but indifference means no possible love at all... confusing huh..

i feel hurt,betrayed,lost,confused... y? ..because of the illusion of LOVE.. u think it was but it never was... so what was it... LIKE? LUST? PASSION? hmmm nope... i dunno n dun think ill ever know.. perhaps i dun even wanna know... things happen 4 the best..always does...

June 23, 2006

~this was an old entry by me almost a year ago from my old blog..

here i stand today, still agreeing to every word i said in this entry... as a matter of fact even further strengthening my view..

feelings are simply indescribable.. and unexpected.. u cant expect or plan yourself in a way to feel something.. it just comes and goes...