im back to square 1 nw questioning what is love?
the 4 letter word that seem to have caused me a lota mixed feelings
throughout my life..
no, not the kinda family love.. its the other kind the boy-gal kind..
how do you know if love still exists?
how do you know if love can prevail?
how do you even know that what you're feeling is actually love?
argggh.. matters of the heart just irritate me soo much these days..
its not all about me here.. its also the ppl close to me who seem to be
triggering these thoughts of mine..
i just wish i could just shut down the heart.. and focus on everything else..
but no... i cant.. well technically if i shoot my own heart i can
but then again you never really know if your heart actually stops having feelings
even after death...
who knows anyways...
its funny i used to dislike Grey's Anatomy cause i felt that matters of the
heart were exaggerated there.. but now.. i could relate to it.. funny..
................the same stuff really seem to be happening to me again and again..
and this only makes me wonder WHY??!!
it cant be coincidences its too much.. it cant always be them
maybe its ME..? seriously...
perhaps i should do something bout this before it creeps up to me
before it blossoms then ill be stuck..
should we prevent something that we feel is bound to happen or should
we just give in to nature to take its course although if this happens
its gona hurt badly...
what is the answer to that??
i really wana know.. if there is an answer.. i hope and pray to find it...
*an emo post...
